genderphasing

belated anniversary

and plans for the new year-ish

mood: very sleepymeta

so as of a few weeks ago, it's been a full year since i started this blog. which… honestly, doesn't feel like long, and yet is also longer than i've stuck with a lot of things.

initially i said i wasn't gonna commit to a schedule, but i'm glad i changed my mind. it wouldn't be the end of the world if this blog stopped updating, but it's been a convenient excuse to force myself to write. i've published a lot of writing that i'm proud of, and some that i'm ambivalent about but not ashamed of, and some that i definitely am ashamed of, but for wholesome reasons.

instead of looking back, though, let's look forward. my first post a little more than a year ago was vague thoughts about what i might do, but now that i've got my sea writing legs firmly under me, i'm going to be a little more specific.

…it probably isn't surprising that i have roughly ten quintillion posts in progress. that's honestly the most frustrating part of this whole "blog" idea; i keep having great ideas, structuring a post, starting to research and write it, and then just sort of trailing off as another idea comes in. not unlike my project ideas.

on the plus side, having to get a post out every two weeks has been teaching me to harness my own flightiness a little! i've been using that to get more organized and claw back more free time to write more posts with, so with any luck, by this time next year i'll have an entirely fresh slate of half-finished posts, and all these will be released!

who knows, i might even release some of my fiction by then.

anyway – god has cursed me for my hubris and my work is never finished, so i'm gonna go to sleep.

g'night!